ok.. just want you to know that all the posts preceding this one have not been written with an intention of freaking you out.. they were just a doorway for me to let go of my emotional frustration.. the unhealthy feelings that crept into mind when i saw you a few feet away.. and yet i knew that the actual distance between us was very large..
am just glad we have another chance to make this work.. because when i finally talked to you today.. i felt as if it had been forever since i had heard your voice.. having spent a desired amount of time with you today.. i shall smile before i sleep for the first time in weeks.. but then you also told me about the latent future.. about the storms to come.. and i am swept of my feet by bitersweet belief as i realize.. that even if we were meant to be together in the near future.. we would be tested by the limitations of time and the unfavorability of distance.. but am ready to leave everything else behind and just wait for that one day.. when we shall be together once again..
i feels good, so so good to have you back.. and i waited all this while.. i made my love survive.. because i know.. "love is one thing that can never let you down as long as you learn to live with your eyes on the floor.. because that is as low as it can go"- Aman Dahiya
p.s. just being in love with you makes me feel so blessed :)